I think about it all the time Lyrics

[Chorus]
I think about it all the time
That I might run out of time

But I finally met my baby
And a baby might be mine

'Cause maybe one day I might
If I don't run out of time

Would it give my life a new purpose? (Mmm)

[Verse 1]
I was walking around in Stockholm
Seriously thinking 'bout my future for the first time
It was ice cold, playing demos on my iPhone
I went to my friend's place and I met their baby for the first time
How sublime
What a joy, oh my, oh my
Standing there
Same old clothes she wore before, holding her child, yeah

She's a radiant mother and he's a bеautiful father
And now they both know thesе things that I don't

[Chorus]
I think about it all the time
That I might run out of time
But I finally met my baby
And a baby might be mine

'Cause maybe one day I might
If I don't run out of time
Would it make me miss all my freedom?
I think about it all the time
I-I think about it all the time
That I might run out of time
But I finally met my baby
And a baby might be mine

'Cause maybe one day I might
If I don't run out of time
Would it give my life a new purpose?
I think about it all the time
[Refrain]
Mm, mm-mm, mm-mm
Mm-mm, mm-mm
Mm-mm, mm-mm
Mm-mm, mm-mm

[Verse 2]
And they're exactly the same, but they're different now
And I'm so scared I'm missin' out on something
So, we had a conversation on the way home
Should I stop my birth control?
'Cause my career feels so small
In the existential scheme of it all


[Refrain]
Mm, mm-mm, mm-mm
Mm-mm, mm-mm (Ti-i-ime)
Mm-mm, mm-mm
Mm-mm, mm-mm

[Outro]
I think about it all the time

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Genius Annotation

“I think about it all the time” reflects Charli’s thoughts and feelings about the future, especially regarding motherhood. She shares her uncertainties and existential questions about when or if she should take that step in her life. It’s a personal and introspective piece that explores her contemplation on this significant life choice.

In a Rolling Stone interview, Charli stated that this song was strongly inspired by one of her close friends Noonie Bao, when she had a child. She says:

It was crazy seeing her standing in the same clothes she’s always worn, but now she has this completely different perspective on life than I do. She’s not enforcing that on me; it’s just a fact. She’s not alive for the same reasons that I am now. Am I less of a woman if I don’t have a kid? Will I feel like I’ve missed out on my purpose in life? I know we’re not supposed to say that, but it’s this biological and social programming. There’s a lot of pressure on women to not talk about that stuff super openly, especially not in pop music or in music generally; we’re supposed to be sexy and free and fun and wild. My circumstance involves me making a decision and being like, ‘I’m gonna come off my birth control. I’m not gonna tour. I’m going to see what George wants to do, and then we’re gonna try for a baby. I feel like a kid; I don’t feel like I can make that decision. […] You have to make the decision — because we have a clock.

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