The Revival
By Brian Gyamfi
I sit in the psychiatric unit
because my dog lived for only an hour.
Many times, unlike the mountain or the water,
it’s hard to recognize I’m not a god.
Maybe the river is filled with boys trying to float.
Maybe the mountain will bloom.
But there are other things I do not know.
A snort of cocaine might ruin me,
or I might become a mountain instead,
trying to understand boyhood.
It’s terrible enough to be naked under the river,
far worse to feed a dog peppermint.
So why aren’t we more cautious being boys?
Many of the paintings on the unit’s wall
are werewolves smoking. The brown color
positions itself upward, bright and leaking.
Many times, the water talks back
with a voice not entirely sane. Merry Christmas.
Why the brain decides to live for 10 minutes
after the heart dies is a riddle.
There are other things I do not know
and because my dog only lived for an hour,
I aspire to become water. There’s immortality
in the understanding of a dead boy floating in me.
In an hour the psychiatrist will finish talking.
In a year I might find another dog.
