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Love, Jamie

Premiere: 6/3/2024 | 00:19:45 |

Jamie Diaz is a 66-year-old Mexican-American trans woman and self-taught artist who has spent nearly 30 years in a men’s prison in Texas. See how her enduring friendship with Gabriel Joffe, a volunteer who happened upon one of her works, has helped Jamie’s art reach far beyond the prison walls.

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About the Episode

Explore the story of artist Jamie Diaz, a trans woman and self-taught artist who has spent nearly 30 years in a men’s prison in Texas.

Gabriel Joffe.

Gabriel Joffe in a film still from “Love, Jamie.”

In 2013, Gabriel Joffe was volunteering for an organization advocating for LGBTQ+ people who are incarcerated, when they happened upon a letter written by Jamie Diaz. Joffe was captivated by the elaborate, colorful illustrations that adorned the letter, and felt compelled to write back. Hundreds of letters and phone calls later, a deep and profound friendship formed between Diaz and Joffe. Though physically separated by walls and miles, the pair have sustained each other through pivotal life moments including gender transition.

During the years of her incarceration, Jamie Diaz became an ever more prolific artist, spending her days in her cell creating works of art with the limited supplies available to her. With brushes fashioned out of human hair, she embarked on a mission to produce the largest collection of queer themed art in the world. She began sending her growing body of paintings and comics to Joffe, who archived and cataloged them on a website where they caught the eye of Daniel Cooney, owner of a New York City gallery well known for bringing largely unknown artists into the public eye. Together, Cooney and Joffe would mount Jamie Diaz’ first solo exhibition, while she remained confined a thousand miles away in prison.

Love, Jamie is a film about pride, chosen family, and the transcendent power of art.

A statement from artist Jamie Diaz

“Our Flaming Queer Hearts Will Not Be Denied” by Jamie Diaz, 2020.

Being a part of this film has brought lots of joy and good people into my life, and I feel so blessed and honored to be in such a position to share my art with the world. It’s been an amazing experience to be sure.

Creating art is what I do. I’ve always done art and I will as long as I am able. I don’t just want my work to look good, I want it to have some significance that people can relate to, which is why most of my art are representations of the human spirit and the queer and trans experience. I am deeply inspired by LGBTQ+ people and the beautiful queer lives we live, and it’s really important for me to share that.

What I would like audiences to take away from the film is love and understanding. To look at my art and the story of my friendship with Gabriel and feel the love, hope, and pride we share. It is my hope that the film will also help to open the hearts of those who don’t know people like us. I believe it is important to shed as much light as possible on inequality as well as show the humanity, integrity, and courage of our people.

About director and editor Karla Murthy

Karla Murthy is an Emmy-nominated producer and has been working on news documentaries for over 15 years as a producer, cinematographer and correspondent for several PBS news programs. Her award-winning work was described in the Columbia Journalism Review as “compelling, informative and compassionate.”

Karla Murthy.Her directorial debut, the feature documentary The Place That Makes Us, screened at film festivals including DOC NYC and Big Sky Documentary Film Festival, winning awards including Best of the Festival at Arlington Film Festival, Best Feature at Better Cities Festival and Emerging Documentary Filmmaker at Woods Hole Film Festival, and screened at the United Nations World Cities Day Event. The film had its national broadcast premiere on the WORLD Channel/PBS series America ReFramed.  She is currently in production on her next feature documentary called The Gas Station Attendant, a co-production with ITVS and Firelight Media.

Murthy is of Filipino and South Asian descent. She grew up in Texas, where she studied classical piano at the High School for Performing and Visual Arts in Houston, and graduated from Oberlin College with a degree in Religion and Computer Science.  She is based in New York City, and is a member of Brown Girls Doc Mafia and Film Fatales.

About producer and director of photography Andrew Fredericks

Andrew Fredericks is a veteran film and television director, producer, editor and cinematographer. His many films have appeared on ABC, NBC, PBS, National Geographic, Bravo and Hulu along with film festivals worldwide. He has worked with preeminent journalist Bill Moyers on a host of documentaries and conversations, as well as collaborations with Alex Gibney, Abigail Disney, St. Clair Bourne and pioneering documentarian, Tom Spain.

He edited the award winning, I Came to Testify, from the highly acclaimed PBS series, Women War and Peace, and edited and wrote Looks Like Laury, Sounds Like Laury, which was named one of the top ten television documentaries of 2015 by The New York Times. More recently, Fredericks edited the Emmy Award winning Armor of Light, directed by Abigail Disney, John Leguizamo’s Road to Broadway, and produced and edited the award-winning documentary, 3212 Un-Redacted.

His most recent projects include shooting and directing a film examining the effects of the school murders on the community in Uvalde, TX, through the lens of the journalists at the town’s independent newspaper. Also in the works is Last Kid Picked, a feature documentary about the revolutionary gay artist, Bernard Perlin.

About executive producer Zackary Drucker

Zackary Drucker is an independent artist, cultural producer, and trans woman who breaks down the way we think about gender, sexuality, and seeing. She has performed and exhibited her work internationally in museums, galleries, and film festivals including the Whitney Biennial 2014, MoMA PS1, Hammer Museum, Art Gallery of Ontario, MCA San Diego, and SFMoMA, among others. Drucker is an Emmy-nominated producer for the docu-series This Is Me, as well as a Producer on Golden Globe and Emmy-winning Transparent.

She directed the 2023 Hulu documentary Queenmaker: The Making of an It Girl and co-directed two recent projects: the 2023 documentary The Stroll which premiered at Sundance and won a Peabody and 2022’s documentary series The Lady and the Dale, both released on Max. She is a producer on Biosphere, an IFC theatrical film released in July 2023.

About composer Andrew Yee

GRAMMY Award-winning cellist Andrew Yee has been praised by Michael Kennedy of the London Telegraph as “spellbindingly virtuosic”. Trained at the Juilliard School, they are a founding member of the internationally acclaimed Attacca Quartet, who have released several albums to critical acclaim including Yee’s arrangement of Haydn’s “Seven Last Words” which thewholenote.com praised as “…easily the most satisfying string version of the work that I’ve heard.” They were the quartet-in-residence at the Met Museum in 2014, and have won the Osaka and Coleman international string quartet competitions. Their newest recording of the string quartets of Caroline Shaw won a GRAMMY for best Chamber Music/Small Ensemble performance.

Their solo project “Halfie” draws on their experience as a bi-racial and non-binary person in having access to multiple communities at once, while not feeling at home in any of them. They play on an 1884 Eugenio Degani cello on loan from the Five Partners Foundation.

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PRODUCTION CREDITS

Love, Jamie is directed and edited by Karla Murthy. Produced by Andrew Fredericks. Executive Producer is Zackary Drucker. Original Music by Andrew Yee. Director of Photography is Andrew Fredericks.

For American Masters, Michael Kantor is Executive Producer, and Julie Sacks is Series Producer. Joe Skinner is Series Producer for American Masters Shorts.

This program is a production of Greene Fort Productions LLC in association with American Masters Pictures.

About American Masters
Now in its 38th season on PBS, American Masters illuminates the lives and creative journeys of those who have left an indelible impression on our cultural landscape—through compelling, unvarnished stories. Setting the standard for documentary film profiles, the series has earned widespread critical acclaim: 28 Emmy Awards—including 10 for Outstanding Non-Fiction Series and five for Outstanding Non-Fiction Special—two News & Documentary Emmys, 14 Peabodys, three Grammys, two Producers Guild Awards, an Oscar, and many other honors. To further explore the lives and works of more than 250 masters past and present, the American Masters website offers full episodes, film outtakes, filmmaker interviews, the podcast American Masters: Creative Spark, educational resources, digital original series and more. The series is a production of The WNET Group.

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UNDERWRITING

Original production funding for Love, Jamie is provided by The Vital Projects Fund, Steven Newhouse and Gina Sanders, Helene and Samuel Soref Foundation, Ben and Jessie Beauchaine, John Fredericks, Meg and Sarah Baesmith, Pamela Hogan and Jeffery Kimball, Ami Pak, Eric Appleton and Alex Cuervo, Greg Henry, Judy Doctoroff O’Neill, Liz Zale and Maria Baugh, Nina Chaudry, Christina Dugger – Rikki Ades Family, Willa Shalit and Jim Heynen, Mona Iskander and Jawad Metni, Rachel Reichman, Amanda Kowalski, Clara and Robert Potash, David Buseck and Linda Levine, Elyse Hornbacher, Janet and John Nobis, Rami Awn, Scott Dudgeon, Sur Rodney (Sur), Katia Maguire, Nick and Sasha Olney, Sam Weber, Bryan Meyers, Cionin Lorenzo, Eric Garcia, Eva Anisko, Felice and Don Firestone, Holly and Matt Landon, Jeff Crystal, Lesley Fredericks and James Landers, Lily Kim, Little Wing Lee and Paul Galli, Loren Daye, Martha Spanninger, Meghan Thompson, Sally Roy, Yuka Nishino, Katharine Workum, Kevin Lustik, Randy Fields and Rob Geer, Rob Kuhns, Tim Geraghty, Titi Yu, Frances Bucien, Anita Chao, Natasha Mattola, Rebecca MacNeice, and Shoshana Rosenbaum.

Original production funding for American Masters Shorts is provided by the Rosalind P. Walter Foundation, the Anderson Family Charitable Fund, the Marc Haas Foundation, The Charina Endowment Fund in memory of Robert B. Menschel, the Ambrose Monell Foundation, the Kate W. Cassidy Foundation, Sue and Edgar Wachenheim III, and the Philip & Janice Levin Foundation.

Original series production funding for American Masters is provided by the Corporation for Public Broadcasting, AARP, Rosalind P. Walter Foundation, Sue and Edgar Wachenheim III, Cheryl and Philip Milstein Family, Judith and Burton Resnick, Seton J Melvin, Koo and Patricia Yuen,  The Blanche and Irving Laurie Foundation, Lillian Goldman Programming Endowment, Thea Petschek Iervolino Foundation, The Philip and Janice Levin Foundation, Vital Projects Fund, The Marc Haas Foundation, Ellen and James S. Marcus, The Ambrose Monell Foundation, The André and Elizabeth Kertész Foundation, and public television viewers.

TRANSCRIPT

(gentle music) (gentle music continues) - I was a volunteer for this organization and we would get mail from LGBT people that are incarcerated across the US.

So it's hundreds and hundreds of letters.

Because of the sheer amount of mail, we can't respond to every single letter.

But around January 2013, I open up a letter and I've never seen anything like this.

The art just really captured me.

So when I responded, I included my personal home address in case she wanted to write back, and she wrote back.

"Dear Gabriel, I hope all is well in your world.

Thank you for your kind words about my art.

I'm really a surrealist, abstract figure painting kind of artist, but I love illustrating my letters with my cartoons, comics, and, of course, about 90% of my art is queer related.

I'm 55 years old.

I became serious about art at age 15 when I took art in the ninth grade.

But for the most part, I'm predominantly self-taught.

Please feel free to write, and if you have any questions at all, I'll answer them.

Thank you again for your kind words and thoughtfulness.

James."

I don't think initially I knew what our friendship would become.

I mean, I don't think any of us do when we meet someone.

You know, 2013, yeah, like, a decade is a long time and, like, so much has changed for both of us.

(gentle music continues) It's also such a short amount of time when you think of, like, she has a life sentence.

(gentle music continues) (pen scratching) (gentle music continues) (birds chirping) "Dear Gabriel, hey, I'm just sending you these few lines to see if you're all right.

Please use enclosed stamped envelope to send me a note.

Hi, it's great to hear from you again.

Thank you for sharing pieces of your life with me.

This is my 18th year of incarceration.

I'm in prison for robbery and a drug habit, but mostly for being stupid and making bad decisions.

If you don't mind, I'd like to get this free color catalog for trans and cross-dressers, but the advertisement only shows a website and phone number.

Could you have me put on their mailing list?"

(gentle music) In the commissary, she was able to get those little trays of watercolors that you kind of use as a kid with those little plastic brushes with the plastic bristles.

But then she was able to get real watercolors and make her own brushes with real hair from people she met inside.

(gentle music continues) "I'm working on a small collection of what I call my real art for you.

I hope you'll like them.

Your friend James."

(gentle music) Some of the white on her paintings is actually some extra paint lying around leftover from what they paint the prison walls with.

- [Automated Voice] Press one.

To refuse this free call, press two.

(cellphone beeps) To alert.

Thank you for using.

- [Gabriel] For many years, it was just letter writing.

I was really anxious about our first few phone calls.

I was like, "I don't know what I'll say."

- [Automated Voice] You may start the conversation now.

- Hey, Jamie.

- Okay.

- [Gabriel] You know, Jamie loves to, like, tell stories and talk, so it's great 'cause usually I can just listen.

(gentle music) This one is the first portrait she ever did of me from a picture 10 years ago.

"Hope you like your portrait.

Love, Jamie."

So it's watercolor, but there's, she found little sparrow feathers in the yard and there's little feathers.

Had this one on my wall too for a while.

The little peeking out and the fingers are so detailed.

Pretty early, on a goal emerged.

It was her idea.

She wanted to build the largest collection of queer art in the world.

You know, it sounds fantastical, which, like, I love.

That's her art too, you know?

It's surreal.

It's fantastical.

So we're doing it.

She's creates work and mails it to me.

You know, now I have things, like, archived and cataloged and on a website.

These pieces are where she really talks about, you know, experiences on the inside, and I love it, the radio saying, "This is NPR."

You know, she's always listening to NPR.

This was about time she had a disciplinary action for her hair.

"A prison guard filed a disciplinary report against me for what they are calling an extreme hairstyle and I want people to know what's going on here with girls like us."

Oh, and this was just a little drawing she sent as a letter, but, you know, she's kind of gotten to know a few of my friends over the years and she wrote little notes.

This was, she was in solitary confinement.

(gentle music) She was experiencing, like, harassment and violence and really the only option is you request safekeeping for someone, and for trans people, sometimes that means solitary confinement.

(gentle music continues) - [Automated Voice] You may start the conversation now.

- [Gabriel] Mm.

(gentle music) (gentle music continues) (birds chirping) - [Gabriel] Sometimes it is difficult to explain to people what Jamie means to me.

You know, I met her in my early 20s and those were some difficult years for me.

My gender presentation at the time, on a daily basis, I'd get some sort of harassment, you know, comments or I'd get, like, harassed in bathrooms and sometimes I wouldn't wanna leave my apartment.

But over the years, like, she's been one of like the few constants in my life.

(bright music) Us both being queer and trans and communicating through letters for so long, I think we were able to build up an intimacy that I don't have with some people that I know in person.

And she's like almost twice my age.

Like, it felt like this adult figure in my life that I could talk to and get advice from.

Or we could just talk about art.

(bright music continues) "My dearest Gabriel, hi beautiful.

How are you doing?

At the moment, I have half a dozen art projects going and I can't wait to get them done so I can get them in the mail to you.

Things are going fine with the HRT, so you're right.

Despite my advanced age, the hormones are working and I'm gaining amazing results.

I'm even starting to tell people that I'm all woman and I even believe it.

I never knew how much transitioning would mean to me, but it's truly me and I love it.

How are things going with you and your T?

You look amazing and happy, and that makes me happy.

It is getting late and your old auntie needs her beauty sleep.

So I'll close here for now.

Please take care and be safe and I'll do the same.

I love you with all my heart.

Always and forever, your Aunt Jamie."

(bright music continues) (traffic roaring) - [Daniel] Dear Jamie, I just came across your website recently.

I own a gallery in Manhattan and I'm eager to hear about you and your work.

What I see on your website is beautiful and heartfelt and strong.

I really hope to hear from you soon.

Sincerely, Daniel Cooney.

- [Daniel] "Dear Mr. Cooney, it is a joy to hear from you again.

I have been queer and trans all of my life.

Though there were periods in my life when I struggled with my own acceptance of being trans, I finally came to love who and what I am.

About my conviction and sentence: Texas laws are very harsh for robbery.

I was addicted to opiates and started committing robberies to support my drug habit.

Like yourself, I was in a very dark place.

I was out of control and disgusted with my behavior, but I couldn't stop.

It's a wonderful joy to learn of your sobriety.

Welcome to the light, and thank you for sharing.

I have no doubt that you will create a beautiful and meaningful exhibition.

Love, Jamie."

(hammer banging) (gentle music) (gentle music continues) (gentle music continues) (gentle music continues) - Hi!

- My sister.

- Oh!

(visitors chattering) - This is Jamie Diaz.

She's a transgender woman who is in prison in Texas.

- The shadows here.

I don't know, I just really, it's so striking.

(visitors chattering) (gentle music continues) - [Automated Voice] You may start the conversation now.

We're all here in the gallery.

- [Gabriel] Yeah, everything's hanging up.

It's, like, two rooms.

- It's full rooms.

All the art that you made, it's all framed and it's lit.

It's professionally lit.

- We absolutely will.

I'll make sure I'm taking pictures all night.

- I love the extras so much.

They're wonderful.

(gentle music continues) - (chuckles) I don't why that makes me laugh.

(gentle music continues) - [Gabriel] Thanks, Jamie.

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