As we approach the end of the year, I want to tell you a story that I hope to remember as a lemons-to-lemonade moment for me and Dance Wire.
For the first half of 2023, we were feeling on a solidly upward trajectory. We had dialed in our operations and the programs we launched during the pandemic had fully taken shape and were starting to gain traction. We had also recruited a small business coach (shoutout to Kate Holly) to be on our board and had been working diligently with her to shed the scarcity mindset that runs rampant in nonprofits and arts organizations - because well, there is often a complicated mix of real and perceived scarcity to untangle in our sector.
Then came the lemons. The summer was a brutal string of notifications from foundations who decided not to fund us, not to fund the arts, or not to fund anyone this year. Arts organizations in Portland and across the country were suffering.
Then in late August we got a grant rejection that came with the feedback "the trustees just didn't feel the organization is where it should be after 10 years."
At the time, I thought this comment had shattered my soul. As the founder who has worked so hard for the past 10 years to build Dance Wire to where it is - through what often felt like an insurmountable number of obstacles, including a global pandemic that had massive impacts on the dance sector - it felt like a huge punch to the gut to hear this.
Oddly, here is where the good news comes in. While our institutional support was unraveling, our 1:1 Sessions were growing. We had a handful of Portland dancers enrolled in our 1:1 Sessions and then someone from Washington DC signed up, and then someone from Rome, Italy! Both found us online and said "THIS is what I've been looking for - support from people who GET dancers!"
So after months of trying to reconcile the difference between the upward trajectory I felt Dance Wire was on and the downward spiral of funding, I realized something important. That grant decision, or even that comment, didn't shatter my soul, it shattered only the part of me that was allowing someone else to determine Dance Wire's value in the world.
For so many dancers and artists or all kinds, the constant need to validate our work and our worth is exhausting and it chips away at our own ability to see it. And quite frankly, it takes away from our creativity.
For Dance Wire 2024 will be about owning our value and supporting and validating all the dancers out there who need to be reminded that the unique talents they bring to the world are valuable.
Please make a donation to help us ring in this new year with power and grace!
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Associate / Central Ohio Municipal Market Sector Leader, MSG
1moLooking forward to supporting/attending; it’ll be 2 for 2-on a roll!