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A stunning, gothic debut from a brilliant new literary voice, perfect for fans of Daisy Johnson, Max Porter and Fiona Mozley
You don't pass through the North Shore on the way to anywhere it is the end of the road. The village was like many along that wild coast; inhabited by those who had always lived there, and always would.
The residents know nature's tempestuous ways. They batten down the hatches when the storms rip through, and they clear the debris together in the aftermath.
But the morning after one particularly ferocious storm, something is washed up on the beach that has never appeared before. Something that opens the question of what nature, and the North Shore, are truly capable of.
The North Shore is both a powerful story of transformation and a coming-of-age tale. It speaks of the mysteries that lie between the land and the water and the ways in which we use myths and folklore to understand the strangeness of the world.
172 pages, Kindle Edition
Published April 27, 2023
I loved that place even if, in the end, I was eager and ready to get away and to see what else there was in the world. Most of all I loved the marshes, those strange, wide, empty, cloud-vaulted places. The marshes are a special place, a world unto themselves, neither sea nor land but somewhere in between. That liminality is not merely physical, a border between the land and the water. There is something numinous there, a sense that the boundaries between dimensions are wafer thin and might be torn as easily as a sheet of rice paper. If you feel it, if you are attentive; the rents in the fabric of space or even time that can happen at any moment. The burnished fox glimpsed slipping quietly through a hedge might be passing from one world to another. Just as the curious magpie is there in the corner of your eye but as you turn to look and say, Hello, Mister Magpie, he has vanished, is already somewhere else. He regards you confidently from a fence post, head cocked, as if wondering whether to engage you in conversation. The eerie noises and calls drifting on the wind that one cannot locate the source of. The sense that it is all shifting. The scrapes and ponds that move from season to season, as if possessed of a queer an unruly intelligence. The stands of reeds that grow and shrink and grow again. The huge flocks of birds that come and go. In that border zone the mud – the very land itself – is always in motion, though to the naked eye it is as still as stone.
I thought he was about to vomit but no, it was a cough, an attempt to expel the blockage in his throat. And then it came up, a coil of seaweed, greasy with phlegm. He coughed the lumpish mass free, and it hung by its tail from his lips. He coughed again and took hold of it and pulled, like a conjurer who produces an endless chain of handkerchiefs from a pocket, tugged a grotesquely long shank of tangles up and out and with a distraught groan cast it onto the shingle.
He pulled off his wet clothes wearily and stiffly, and with a great deal of huffing and puffing and pausing for rest, he put Father’s dry clothes on. I watched him carefully. He didn’t hide from me and I couldn’t help but see and be fascinated. His body was old but still tautly muscled, tendons bunched like coils of old rope, weathered and bent like a gnarled tree. His limbs were blotched with cold, tracked with scars and densely ornamented with extraordinary tattoos.
On his arms I could see anchors, stars, daggers, dice, birds, and many other things besides, including crude writing and cursive script, none of which was intelligible. Winding in and around the mass of symbols was a great writhing of vines and roots. His hands were decorated too, even the knuckles – which bore a sequence of letters that didn’t resolve into any words that I knew – the flaps of skin between his fingers, each with crude letters, crosses, stars and suchlike. A spider’s web articulated each elbow.
Father was a man of contradictions. Tall and thin and, in my mind’s eye, always grey haired, his skin browned by the sun. His face was like the prow of a boat, angular and impressive and pleasingly weathered. He ran a second-hand bookshop and read voraciously, but would have described himself as neither cerebral nor intellectual, rather as an outdoorsman and a craftsman. While he loved literature and regarded his shop with its teetering mountains of battered books as a kind of holy sanctuary, Father found an honest contentment in taking a boat out to fish or setting off to forage in the woods for wild mushrooms, or quietly whittling and sanding in his untidy workshop behind the house. Both places, bookshop and workshop, betrayed a mind that was unable to settle in one place, piled high as they were with books, magazines, tools and ‘useful things’. His desk at the shop and his workbench at home were both heaped with sheets of paper. There were invoices and receipts but more than anything there were endless lists: of projects in mind, things to do and places to go. Plans and schemes. He was always dreaming up a new project: a table, a chicken run, a boat that he would build himself, the rescue and revival of an old cart or derelict tractor, the fashioning of new handles for ancient axes, spades and mattocks. His lack of focus enraged Mother, always so methodical, but it enchanted her too. Father could be good company with his endless schemes and ambitions, and tales culled from the many books he ploughed through while sitting alone in the quiet little bookshop, but he could also be taciturn and remote. He often retreated inside himself, especially at home.
Perhaps this is why ghost tales are so prevalent along this coast, because ghosts are memories that exist neither in this world nor that. Sometimes they come to us not as spooks but as objects, artefacts, remainings. The uncanny shifting of the land reveals secrets, lets us see back into the past, just as from the sandy cliffs at Cranmer a few years ago the skeleton of a huge mammoth emerged, as perfectly preserves as can be.
When people asked me where I came from I would hesitate to answer; it didn’t seem quite right to name the city in which I then lived. I knew that if you were to cut me open I would bleed salt water, marsh seep, clay creep and black mud. Inside me you would find shingle, silt and seashells, lumps of driftwood instead of bones, seaweed, tangles of old rope and knots of twine for guts and nerves, nodules of flint, pine cones and acorns, and sprays of forget-me-nots as blue as the sky, grasses, reeds, loosestrife and knapweed. For I am of that place, and always will be.
Echoes. Why do I hoard these stories, and the artworks that show them?
Perhaps it is because they are all more or less versions - or variations - of this story. My story. Or is it that the tale is a kind of commentary on the artworks and stories? They are echoes of each other, perhaps. Or not exactly echoes, for an echo comes after the fact, but more like premonitions. Stories from the past that reflect upon the present.
In gathering together all this material, what did I learn? What did I discover? That, as Heraclitus tells us, we may not step into the same river twice. That all things, be they objects, people or places, are in flux and that this is an unending process. That one cannot resist this unending process but must go along with it, even embrace it. For why might not a stone become a bird, a leaf become a bee, a tree become a man, or vice versa?
You don’t pass through this land on the way to anywhere else. It is, in a very literal sense, the end of the road. That road brings you to the sea and then the only way on is to follow it north as it curves around the edge of the land, with the marshes, shingle banks and water to your right, the heaths, woods and fields rolling gently to the left, and the endless sky above and beyond. Sooner or later that road comes to an end as well, and then there is nothing..
On the North Shore it can feel that Scandinavia, or even the white void of the Arctic, must be closer than our capital city (which lies more than one hundred miles to the south in what is, to all intents and purposes, another world). The winds that bring the cold air in from the sea scour the land relentlessly. It often feels a great deal colder than the thermometer says it is. The sense of space, of vastness, is strong. It makes you feel small. At times it can be overwhelming.
In long winters the countryside presents a desolate prospect. When the trees have been stripped of their leaves and the fields have been turned over, bare of anything growing, it looks and feels like a hard land. Yet this bleakness has its own rare beauty. The famously big skies, more expansive here than almost anywhere else in this realm, are piled high with cathedrals of cloud. I say again, it is bleak, but it is brutally beautiful. I love it.
Yet in the summer, when the weather is good, it is another place completely. When the fields are full of golden corn, beet tops and lavender, and the hedges are thick with foamy heads of cow parsley, and the sun is shining, the land glows as if it is lit from within. That is God’s light, on God’s land, they used to say. Then people travel here from afar to witness this holy beauty. They come to swim in the sea and walk along the fading shore – on sand and shingle – and to explore the ruined churches and castles, the signs of a rich and complex past. Walkers and bird watchers love the wide marshes that are policed by fleet and nimble marsh harriers and home to an extraordinary avian miscellany: terns, warblers, lapwings, redshanks, pied avocets and the mysterious bittern, and even the gadwalls, goldeneyes and pintails that travel thousands of miles to this very stretch of coast, which for them is a kind of paradise.
Some say that it is a flat land, but they are really speaking of the fens, which are to the north-west, or the counties inland to the west. In fact, this is rolling country, cut across by little roads, much wooded. Villages crouch for shelter in dips and valleys, shadowed by ancient oaks. The people are tough and with a reputation for being distrustful of authority. On the coast they are fishermen, both for the haddock and mackerel that live in great numbers out in the deep sea, and for the renowned crabs and lobsters that live closer to the shore, which they catch from little boats using cunning basket traps. Inland they are farmers, growing oats, barley, wheat and corn, sugar beets and potatoes, and husbanding hardy cattle. There are many muddy pig farms. There is an unusual proliferation of both churches and public houses, which perhaps says something about the character of the people and the land in which they live, of the need for spiritual reassurance and a warm hearth where they can huddle together while the wind blows; bound by song and prayer and beer.
As the North Sea embraces this land, the storms that are visited upon us are uncommonly severe. High winds carry sea spray far in from the great emptiness, on air chilled by Arctic currents. Because of this, the people who live on the North Shore are hardy and ready. We build our houses and churches from flint, one of the hardest stones. Split a flint open and you might find beautiful crystals nestled among the opaque and milky planes. Split another and the shards that fall away will make good blades, unbelievably sharp if also fragile