I lost my job for telling the truth about Ukraine

The last days of Russia’s leading independent newspaper

By Elena Kostyuchenko

The night the war started, I was having really intense dreams. At one point, I went to the kitchen to have a cigarette. The friend I’d been staying with told me that they were bombing Kyiv. I asked her, “Who?!”

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