Jordyn Woods reveals the thoughts she had after hooking up with Tristan

Fans weren’t the only ones in shock when Jordyn Woods hooked up with Tristan Thompson.

Woods, the former best friend of Kylie Jenner, opened up to Cosmopolitan UK about how she felt moments after kissing Khloé Kardashian’s now-ex-boyfriend.

“I didn’t know how to feel. I was like, ‘That didn’t just happen.’ I [told him] ‘I need to go.’ I was leaving already so I walked out immediately. I got in the car. I was in shock,” Woods, 21, shared in the magazine’s cover story, noting that she immediately checked in with her family for guidance.

“You know that saying, ‘I feel so alone in a room full of people’? I went through a phase of thinking, ‘I’m going to isolate myself, because I don’t know how I feel. I don’t know what the right thing to do is.’”

Given the extremely public nature of the scandal, Woods put herself on a social media detox to escape cyberbullying and the desire to “clap back.”

“I don’t believe in clapping back, or reacting out of emotion,” she explained. “I could have handled this a million different ways, but I just went with what felt the most natural to me. Would I ever have wanted this to happen? Never. But s–t happens. And in the end, I never want to see anyone hurt; I would hate to be the reason for anyone’s pain.

“We all have to go to sleep with ourselves at night.”

Without her best friend — and roommate — by her side these days, Woods still hopes she and Kylie can one day reconcile their issues and become close again.

“I love her. That’s my homie. I hope everything falls into place and that we can all grow and build our relationships with our family and God and come back together one day and be stronger and happier,” she says, adding that the entire fallout has shined a light on her friendships.

“A lot of people can be around when things are good, but you don’t know who’s really around until things are bad.”