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Abandonment Issues Lyrics
[Chorus]
I’m sorry I’m such a fucking degenerate
18 years old I was selling heroin
Feel so insecure it’s embarrassing
And sometimes I don’t wanna live but I’m scared of death
I break down when I’m talking to my therapist
Blame all of my mistakes on my arrogance
I gotta learn to handle my issues
You know we both got abandonment issues
My mental health crumbling
Only time I feel alright’s when I’m stumbling
I find ketamine comforting
I can’t be alone
I need you to keep me company
My friends and family can tell I'm struggling
I don’t recognize my reflection and it’s startling
Feel my self deteriorating
You know I love you but I don’t wanna be with you lately
And you gon tell your friends whatever so it seems like I’m crazy
When you gonna grow up
Stop being a baby
I’m 21 you're 20 now it’s been a while
I got trauma I still need to heal my inner child
[Chorus]
I’m sorry I’m such a fucking degenerate
18 years old I was selling heroin
Feel so insecure it’s embarrassing
And sometimes I don’t wanna live but I’m scared of death
I break down when I’m talking to my therapist
Blame all of my mistakes on my arrogance
I gotta learn to handle my issues
You know we both got abandonment issues
I’m sorry I’m such a fucking degenerate
18 years old I was selling heroin
Feel so insecure it’s embarrassing
And sometimes I don’t wanna live but I’m scared of death
I break down when I’m talking to my therapist
Blame all of my mistakes on my arrogance
I gotta learn to handle my issues
You know we both got abandonment issues
My mental health crumbling
Only time I feel alright’s when I’m stumbling
I find ketamine comforting
I can’t be alone
I need you to keep me company
My friends and family can tell I'm struggling
I don’t recognize my reflection and it’s startling
Feel my self deteriorating
You know I love you but I don’t wanna be with you lately
And you gon tell your friends whatever so it seems like I’m crazy
When you gonna grow up
Stop being a baby
I’m 21 you're 20 now it’s been a while
I got trauma I still need to heal my inner child
[Chorus]
I’m sorry I’m such a fucking degenerate
18 years old I was selling heroin
Feel so insecure it’s embarrassing
And sometimes I don’t wanna live but I’m scared of death
I break down when I’m talking to my therapist
Blame all of my mistakes on my arrogance
I gotta learn to handle my issues
You know we both got abandonment issues
You said I’m a nobody
That shit really got to me
Hate it when we fight
Never talked it out properly
You were by my side
I was dealing with poverty
Treated you like my property
This feeling is harrowing
You don’t look me in my eyes when you talk to me
Lied and I cheated now you don’t want my apologies
Serotonin deficit
Been thinking of ending it
Devil on my shoulder
I could use an exorcist
Infatuated with your pheromones
See you when I look up at the sky don’t need a telescope
I know I’m a bad person I feel terrible
I wish we were somewhere on a beach out in Mexico
[Chorus]
I’m sorry I’m such a fucking degenerate
18 years old I was selling heroin
Feel so insecure it’s embarrassing
And sometimes I don’t wanna live but I’m scared of death
I break down when I’m talking to my therapist
Blame all of my mistakes on my arrogance
I gotta learn to handle my issues
You know we both got abandonment issues
That shit really got to me
Hate it when we fight
Never talked it out properly
You were by my side
I was dealing with poverty
Treated you like my property
This feeling is harrowing
You don’t look me in my eyes when you talk to me
Lied and I cheated now you don’t want my apologies
Serotonin deficit
Been thinking of ending it
Devil on my shoulder
I could use an exorcist
Infatuated with your pheromones
See you when I look up at the sky don’t need a telescope
I know I’m a bad person I feel terrible
I wish we were somewhere on a beach out in Mexico
[Chorus]
I’m sorry I’m such a fucking degenerate
18 years old I was selling heroin
Feel so insecure it’s embarrassing
And sometimes I don’t wanna live but I’m scared of death
I break down when I’m talking to my therapist
Blame all of my mistakes on my arrogance
I gotta learn to handle my issues
You know we both got abandonment issues
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