Woman Lyrics
I've been looking behind
Bridge burned, I can see the flames
All these mountains were mine, returned
But things have changed
I think I'd rather be alone tonight
If that's okay
Honestly, it was time
That made me feel like
[Chorus]
I faced my fears till I made it here
Now I don't know where to stand
But I know it's not over
If I'm losing touch
If I love too much
I'll just leave it up to chance
That's just the woman
[Verse 2]
Who's always lookin' beside (-Side)
My friends have all been paid
Is the river running dry? (Dry)
I wish to feel no shame
I run both my hands down (I run both my hands down)
And I find a different shape
Honestly, it was time
That made me feel like
I faced my fears till I made it here
Now I don't know where to stand (Where to stand)
But I know it's not over
If I'm losing touch
If I love too much
I'll just leave it up to chance
That's just the woman I am
[Bridge]
Suddenly, I see an hourglass, it seems so still
I wake up and I'm ten years older
Time's been running like sand
Free-falling through the photographs that paid my bills
I'm done listening to another man's music
So I'm leaving with a drink in my hand
[Chorus]
I faced my fears till I made it here
Now I don't know where to stand
Oh, but I know it's not over
If I'm losing touch
If I love too much
I'll just leave it up to chance (Up to chance)
That's just the woman I am
That's just the woman I am
That's just the woman I am
That's just the woman I am
If I'm losing touch (That's just the woman I am)
If I love too much (That's just the woman I am)
I'll just leave it up to chance (That's just the woman I am)
That's just the woman I am
About
“Woman” is the eight track on Brightest Blue.
It is a piano ballad which lyrically gives a retrospective look on herself and her career as a woman, and how she could’ve been penalised for being female in the music industry, and is a sort of continuation on the previous two tracks in the themes of self-love.
This has also been described by Ellie as one of her favourites to perform on the record.
Q&A
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This is meant to be a song with just me and piano, but I slightly manipulated it to make it flow with the album. I know that I’ll be performing this song so much, and I’m looking forward to hearing it in its purest form. But I also made sure that the production didn’t take away from the song in any way. It’s me really singing about my honesty and my place as a woman and how I’m feeling, and the feeling that I still need to figure out where I stand and what’s next for me. It was the most simple way that I could really describe coming into womanhood. I love the lyric ‘I’m done listening to another man’s music, so I’m leaving with another drink in my hand.’ I think that’s one of my favourite lines on the album. It’s me expressing that I know for a fact that male artists have been favoured over me for things—regardless of their quality or success. Naturally, that bothers me, and I think that instinctively, for all female artists, they feel like they’ve always had to try that bit harder or go that bit further, when in a fairer world that wouldn’t have to be the case. I think people are finally waking up and there’s a lot of change happening. I love the image of me walking out the bar with a drink in my hand and just being like, ‘See ya!’
–Ellie Goulding via Apple Music
- 1.Start
- 2.Power
- 4.Cyan
- 6.New Heights
- 8.Woman
- 9.Tides
- 10.Wine Drunk
- 11.Bleach
- 12.Flux
- 13.Brightest Blue
- 14.Overture
- 15.Worry About Me
- 16.Slow Grenade
- 17.Close to Me
- 18.Hate Me
- 19.Sixteen