[Verse]
Closed door, closed mind
I know I keep it all inside
Too cold, too quiet to stay
When did it all change
When did I get scared of the hallways
Don't wanna get used to this
When it's everything or nothing, I choose nothing every time

[Chorus]
So here I am at 4 a.m
So I'll blame the moon when she turns her face towards me
And I hate this room that I'm stuck in permanently
I blame anybody but I never blame myself
So here I am at 5 a.m. again

[Verse]
So loud, sometimes
Feel like I'm in an endlеss spiral
Fall down, won't fall asleep
Questioning why
Same feeling for the hundrеdth time
I'm running out of space to dream
Counting all the seconds as the hours pass me by

[Chorus]
But I'm here again at 4 a.m
So I blame the moon as she turns her face towards me
And I hate this room that I'm stuck in permanently
I blame anybody but I never blame myself
So here I am at 5 a.m, again

[Outro]
So here I am at 5 a.m
Here I am at 5 a.m