Exactly what is what I am going through NOW. I ALWAYS close my eyes & Pray to him to let him know that for whatever reason I am going through this HARD TIME in my life righy now that He knows why & has the asnwets. We ALL go through everything for a reason. I Pray to you Dear Lord God to PLEASE HELP ME THROUGH THESE TRYING TIMES & GUIDE ME IN THE RIGHT DIRECTION....AMEN.