This is the exactly what I want to say. But you didn't give me a chance to say what I feel inside, and it hurts me so much more. Wherever you are, I'm always praying your happiness even without me. I know you're totally moved on, that's why I don't want to see you, 'cause I don't know how I feel if I see your lovely face. But I'm still hoping that someday you will come back and be mine again. I still love you, Babelove. I love you always and forever. —8.21.05/ Dada